sadness.

it can rip out your heart and crush it into millions of pieces. it can bring you down so low that your thoughts turn against you. it can make you wonder about the smallest thing in the world. it can bring tears to your eyes when you really dont want them there. it can make you feel alone in a crowd of people. it can destroy you.

those days.

the days you feel like crawling under the covers, curling in to a ball, and never coming out. the days where you get up, look at the time, and beg for more sleep. the days where you have so much to do, but you don't really want to do anything at all. the days where you just want to get away from it all. that's my everyday

molds.

all my life I have been fitted into this perfect mold. one that everyone wants to see me become. but, what if I don't want to fit into this mold? what if I want to break out and be who I really am? what would happen?

food.

it keeps us going yet holds us back. back from opportunity, success, happiness. it is repulsive yet we crave it. craving it so much that we forget what it means...

expectations.

sometimes you want to live up to them. sometimes you know you just cant seem to reach them. expectations set by you...or expectations set by others. that what you always seem to find when you look around. but the problem with expectations is that you can end up really disappointed...

decisions.

sometimes you really dont want to make them because you know they are bound to hurt someone. but not making one can hurt you too. so its your choice...hurt yourself...or hurt others.

pain.

it rips at me. tearing me to pieces. destroying me. its great to know to truth...but it hurts so much.

walls.

fear of what's behind them keeps me from tearing them down. but they need to be torn down, otherwise...people will get hurt. these walls need to be demolished, gone, obliterated.